Blue Book 11

-I am becoming a better person.
-I want the things I do to have purpose.  They are thoughtless actions otherwise.
-I need to slow down and think before I act.
-I want to destroy my facades and just be me.
-I need to actively think about and practice telling the truth to break my habits.
-I need to actively think about and practice communicating so it becomes habit.

You're slipping back into a comfortable pattern.  You don't get that luxury yet.  Stop procrastinating.  Get doing.  When you say you're going to do something, you do it.

Tomorrow:
-Print out last forms
-Mail taxes + Pacific check
-Finish + finalize friend analysis
-Call the goddamn doctor
-Make a cthulhu
-Pay VISA bill