-Thank the stars that wasn't the case.
-I want to be a better person.
-I want the things I do to have a purpose. They are thoughtless actions otherwise.
-I need to actively practice and think about telling the truth to break my current habits.
-I need to actively think about and practice so it becomes habit.
-I need to slow down and think before I act.
-I want to destroy the facades I've hidden behind and just be me.
-Being upfront about certain things isn't what everyone needs. Remember to be sensitive about others' feelings.
-You haven't considered yourself really and truly single for more than a month or two at a time since high school. This time has been something you've needed for a long while. I'm glad you're using it well.
-A key part of interacting with a lot of people has to do with saving face, gritting your teeth and bearing things that are unpleasant. Remember the tip to treat these situations as though they occur at work.
-M&F don't seem to think that complete removal is necessary and don't seem open to alternating weeks at game. Is attempting to not engage four hours a week going to jeopardize my attempts to fix this? Will it leave the door open too much? If everything else falls as I want but this, will there still be a problem?
-This is why I'll be away for at least a month. Let things settle, let me figure myself out and strengthen my resolve on the things I change. I think now that having minimal interaction in a group setting is work-able. But time will tell. I will revisit this later as it becomes more relevant.
-F is willing to sign the agreement, however, so that is one positive from the day.
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