Blue Book 6

-I want to be a better person.
-I want the things I do to have a purpose.  They are thoughtless actions otherwise.
-I need to actively practice and think about telling the truth to break my habits.
-I need to actively think about and practice communicating so it becomes habit.
-I need to destroy the facades I've built and just be me.
-I need to slow down and think before I act.

-I've never really given myself boundaries because I wanted to be a person people could feel comfortable talking about anything with.  That backfired.  I need to come up with things I will not talk about or do, and/or things I have to spend considerable time thinking about before committing to them, to give myself more solid ground and to prevent situations such as this one.  A list of flags, as it were.

-I will not try nalbinding coffee cozies until 10 cthulhus are done and ready for May, which cannot happen until I finish my eyebat pillow.  And even then, it will only be one cozy and then back to making crocheted stock.
-Eyebat is done!  It's been a year and eyebat is finally done!

-You don't give off a no vibe.  You're overly pleasant and open to things (save at parties, it seems).  You have to be obvious about your intentions to prevent others' obliviousness from getting you into unwanted situations or misunderstandings.

-You're quick to defend.  It's impossible to know exactly what people want or need to hear.  It's impractical to always give that to them.  Being upfront about your intentions will clarify these situations and prevent arguments/conversations/etc. that are larger or more complex than they need to be.  Immediate facts, not defense, are more effective.